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The Art of Deceit

2009-09-07T17:15:54Z

Title: The Art of Deceit
Summary: Deceit. It's an Art all on it's own.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Deceit
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG (language)
Word Count: 137

[John]

Deceit. It's an Art all on it's own. One I've perfected quite well over the years. The ability to lie comes very easily to me. And it's not just creating and telling the lies that gets you somewhere. It's whether or not you can make them believe what you want them to believe. I never could lie to you, though. I don't know why. But every time I tried, or even thought of trying, I just felt really bad about it. Maybe it was something about the way your eyes could just sort of pierce right through me, straight into my soul. Or maybe I'm just a chicken shit when it comes to you. Who knows? All I know is I've always been a schmoozer, a charmer, a fucking liar! And you turned my world upside down.

Take Control [Standale] (1/1)

2009-09-07T17:15:36Z

Title: Take Control
Summary: The metal is cold against my wrists, but not near as cold as you.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Chains
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG
Word Count: 125

[John]

Right now, I feel like a prisoner. I guess in a sense, I kind of am. But I know there's a reason for this twisted little scenario. For some reason, it gets me off. I still have yet to figure out why. I don't usually let go of the reigns and let someone else take control. Not even you most of the time. But for this exact moment, it feels okay to let go. The metal is cold against my wrists, but not near as cold as you. Maybe this isn't so bad. It's not a total loss of control. I could break the thin chain handcuffs if I really wanted to. But for now, I'll leave it alone and let you do your worst.

Outside Looking In [Standalone] (1/1)

2009-09-07T17:15:21Z

Title: Outside Looking In
Summary: Shit's about to change cause I'm tired of being on the outside looking in!
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Window
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG-13 (language)
Word Count: 118

[John]

We used to be best friends. I guess we still are. It's not like we're enemites or anything. She is my enemy, my worst nightmare. Because ever since she showed up, I'm a fucking third wheel, left behind on the sidelines. He spends almost all his free time with her and when I try to get in some time with him, she's always right there tagging along like a fucking lost puppy. Seriously, doesn't she have any other friends in this school? Guess it's hard to make friends when everyone's afraid you might kill them if you accidentally touch them, huh? Well fuck her. Shit's about to change cause I'm tired of being on the outside looking in!

Ocean View [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-09-07T17:15:02Z

Title: Ocean View
Summary: Things are different now. I'm not a kid anymore, for one. And now I have you.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Ocean
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG
Word Count: 101

[John]

I remember the first time I ever saw the ocean. It was so huge, I felt so small in comparrison. Something about it seemed so terrifying. I don't know what was so scary about it, I can't remember, but I was just a kid then. Things are different now. I'm not a kid anymore, for one. And now I have you. Sometimes. And you make me calm in a lot of ways. Not tame by any means, but calm. And as I stare out across the ocean thinking of you, I wonder for a moment if you're thinking of me too.

Gift [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-09-07T17:14:46Z

Title: Gift
Summary: So many of my kind find their powers to be such a burden. I'll never understand it.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Gift
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG (language)
Word Count: 125

[John]

So many of my kind find their powers and mutations to be such a burden, a curse. I'll never be able to understand it. Except maybe in a case like Rogue's. She can't kiss anyone. She'll never know how it feels to fuck. All because she might kill someone if she touches them. In that case, yeah, it's a curse, but not with the rest of us! It's a fucking gift from the universe. Back in the old Egyptian days, they would've called us gods. The humans are scared of us because they know we are superior and they can't stop us. And knowing that is such a rush! It's too bad you're like all the other softies of our kind. I fucking love my gift.

First Time (Extended) [Standalone]

2009-09-07T17:14:30Z

Title: First Time (Extended)
Summary: Who would've thought you would be the one to initiate our first time?
Pairing: John/Bobby
Verse: MovieVerse
Ratings/Warnings: PG-13 (sexual content)

I don't know what it was exactly. But something about that night told me things were about to change. Something big was gonna happen that night. I never could have imagined it would be as big of a thing as what actually happened. Never in a million years would I have guessed that would be what was in store for the night. Not that I'm complaining or anything.

I was laying in bed, staring up at the ceiling trying to get some sleep. It wasn't coming so easily tonight, though. I don't know why. I just couldn't shut my mind off for some reason. Maybe it had something to do with the fact that the one person I want more than anything would never want me in the same way. Oh and I had to live in the same dorm room as him. Yeah. That tended to make a lot of my nights rather sleepless. Stupid emotions. When did I start having those anyway? Oh. Right. When I met you.

As I said, I was laying there trying to get to sleep and was overcome by my own thoughts. I was so lost in my own little world, I never even noticed that you had come back from...wherever you had been. I don't even know. I'd stayed in for the night. Which wasn't normal for me. Especially on a Friday. But, well, I wanted to keep to myself for the night and staying in was the easiest way to do so.

Being so lost in my own thoughts, I never heard the door open. Or close for that matter. I didn't hear you cross to the wrong side of the room. I only noticed you when you slipped into my bed. I'm not sure if you were high, drunk, or both. But this was so not normal behavior for you. I tensed up and the sound of my lighter flicking open could be heard. Then I felt the cooling touch of your arm sliding around my waist and I relaxed and slid the lighter back in it's proper place.

You've always been so incredibly shy, I'm sure you can understand why I was so surprised when you came to me so confidentally about this. There weren't even any words, which was another shock considering the fact that you almost always would rather talk things out first, take actions later. But this time, you skipped the talk and instead you just slid into my bed in the dead of night and curled up against my back.

I felt the soft kisses being pressed to the back of my neck and the cooler temperature that you were causing to course through my body caused me to shiver. I don't know why you were doing this. You were with her. That's where you'd been all night. With her. So why did you come back to the dorms for me? It didn't make sense but I didn't make any protests. That would be stupid. Why deny what I want?

You climbed on top of me, raining kisses down on my face and down the side of my neck, pinning me down with my hands frozen in place above my head and kissed me with a force I never knew you had. Who would've thought you would be the one to initiate our First Time? I took the chance to act on every feeling I'd ever had about you. I kissed you back with such a force, I think it shocked you. I didn't care. I needed it. I'd longed for this exact thing for so long...I wasn't going to push you away. I wanted to tangle my hands in you hair but I remembered that I couldn't. My hands were still frozen in place and I remembered in a second of slight annoyance that I can't create fire like you can your ice. I let the thought quickly fly out of my head, deepning the kiss with a crazy urgency.

I slid my tongue out to run across your lips, begging for entrance, hoping you wouldn't suddenly come to your senses or something. Thankfully, you didn't. Instead, you went with it and opened your mouth, allowing me to slide my tongue inside your mouth to tangle with your own. I let out a deep moan from lown in my throat and nipped at your lip gently. I wish I could touch you, but the binding sheet of ice was still there and I had this strange feeling that you weren't going to let me out of it. I let out a soft whine when you pulled away and you looked down at me with this wild grin and a look in your eye that reminded me maybe a little bit too much of me. I opened my mouth to speak but you quickly clamped your hand over my mouth, shaking your head, the look on your face so serious that it kept me quiet just so I didn't ruin this moment.

I raised my hips up against yours and leaned up to kiss you again, deeper this time, with more feeling. Your hands sliding over my sides made me shiver. I hated it, but loved it at the same time. I hate being cold, and it doesn't happen very often. But something about your powers made my own activate, at least a little, to bring the temperature back up. I gave another shiver and watched you as you kissed down my chest and stomach and stopped when you reached my waist. I bit my lip and waited in severe anticipation as I watched you, silently begging you not to stop. Keep going. Don't stop. I repeated it over and over in my head and hoped that maybe somehow you would hear it.

You grinned wildly at me and brought your finger to your lips, making a shushing motion, telling me not to make a sound. What an evil bastard. And then I watched as you tugged my pajama pants off, slowly lowering yourself down, placing your mouth over my errection. I had to bite the inside of my cheek to keep from making any noise. I don't know where you learned to give blowjobs, considering I'd only ever seen you with females, but hell...maybe that's exactly how you learned so well. I'd never thought of it... But you really do hang out with a lot of females...

When you started quickening your pace and sucking harder, I could barely keep myself from crying out. Instead, I settled for soft whimpers and whines, deep groans and low moans. If I didn't let something out, I'd probably go fucking insane. As much as I hate to admit it, it didn't take you very long before you had me going. I couldn't contain it any more and I couldn't help noticing how expertly you emptied me completely.

You grinned as you pulled yourself away and slid up to kiss me full on the mouth and the ice around my wrists slowly started to disappate. My wrists were rubbed slightly raw from all of my attempts at moving and being frozed to the spot. You gave me one last quick kiss before climing out of my bed and sliding into your own.

I still don't know what happened that night. Maybe you had a huge fight with her and figured I was the best way to get back at her. Or maybe you were drunk or something. I don't know. But whatever it was, it was a one time deal. The next day, things were exactly the same as they always had been. And it never happened again. But that didn't make it any less amazing and now the nights that I can't sleep, at least it's because I have a really amazing memory to look back on, and not just because I'm so focused on my own personal daily torment.

x_men100 - Omega Level Theme Set - John/Bobby

2009-08-22T18:48:35Z

1.	Creature	2.	Need	3.	Different	4.	Hide	5.	Deliver
6.	Garden	7.	Deceit	8.	Tremble	9.	Window	10.	Teeth
11.	Clarity	12.	Water	13.	Sensitive	14.	Destruction	15.	Notice
16.	Trust	17.	Throat	18.	Bones	19.	Leaf	20.	Prison
21.	Dig	22.	Smile	23.	Hands	24.	Sex	25.	Resist
26.	Commitment	27.	Friend	28.	Hero	29.	Speed	30.	Music
31.	Doors	32.	Gravity	33.	Breathe	34.	Ice	35.	Bonds
36.	Lies	37.	Burning	38.	Gift	39.	Claim	40.	Lush
41.	Voice	42.	Hair	43.	Addict	44.	Regret	45.	Promise
46.	Never	47.	Learning	48.	Ocean	49.	Chains	50.	Laughter

table for x_men100

Why Can't You Notice Me? [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:31:14Z

Title: Why Can't You Notice Me?
Summary: Sometimes I wish he would just fucking notice me.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Notice
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG (language)
Word Count: 100

[John]

It makes me sound totally pathetic, but sometimes I wish he would just fucking notice me. I mean, really notice me. But that's never gonna happen. He's too wrapped up in her to notice me. I guess that's fine. If that's your thing. I'd rather be able to touch the person I was with. Touch. Kiss. Fuck. You know, all without the risk of dying. That just isn't all too appealling to me. I've done everything I could possibly think of to tear him away from her, but nothing seems to work. I'm about ready to stop. Yeah...I quit.

Trust

2009-08-22T18:30:48Z

Title: Trust
Summary: Trust. What a fucking load of bullshit.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Trust
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG-13 (language)
Word Count: 100

[John]

Trust. What a fucking load of bullshit. Who the hell needs trust? It just gets you screwed over in the end. I know I sure as hell don't need it. The last person I allowed myself to trust stabbed me in the back, twisted the knife, and poured salt and lemon juice in the resulting wound. What a fucking prick. How could he do this to me? What does he even see in her? What's s he got that I don't? He can't even touch her! Yeah... Fuck trust. It's a crock of shit!I don't need that bullshit! FUCK TRUST!

The Ties That Bind [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:30:26Z

Title: The Ties That Bind
Summary: I never would have thought shy, meek little Bobby Drake would have been up for bondage.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Bonds
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG-13 (adult situations)
Word Count: 100

[John]

I had thrown the idea out there on a total whim. I never would have thought shy, meek little Bobby Drake would have been up for bondage. Not that I'm complaining. Anyone who knows me, knows I love being in control. And this is kind of one of the best forms of complete control. I love watchinghim squirm under my touch. It's addictive. He dcan't touch me while he's all tied up like this and it drives him crazy. He's tried to talk me into being tied up but that's not gonna happen. I can't loose control like that.

Slammed [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:30:00Z

Title: Slammed
Summary: I still can't believe he slammed the fucking door in my face.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Door
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG (language)
Word Count: 110

[John]

I'll never forget that day. It had been....years since we had seen each other. I couldn't face him. Not after everything that had happened. But I still can't believe he slammed the fucking door in my face. Bobby has never been the type to do things like that, no matter how pissed off he got. Then again, I always had that affect on him. I could always make him do things completely out of character. But be that as it may, having the door slammed in my face after I worked so hard to force myself to apologize still has me pissed. I'll get him back for that one.

Sensitivity [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:29:25Z

Title: Sensitivity
Summary: I don't know how it doesn't drive him crazy, being so nice all the time.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Sensitive
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG
Word Count: 102

[John]

He's always been so nice. Kind, caring, forgiving. You know, all those good things. One of the things about him that stands out the most thought is his sensitivity. He always wants to help people. To be there for them. To listen, to care. I don't know how it doesn't drive him crazy, being so nice all the time. Blocking off your emotions is so much easier than dealing with them. But even so, Bobby somehow managed to make me open up to him. I still don't know how he pulled that one off. His emotions are part of his charm, though.

Secret Rendevous [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:28:10Z

Title: Secret Rendevous
Summary: Do you ever let loose and shut up, Drake?
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Hide
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG
Word Count: 115

[John]

"Come on!" John pulled Bobby down the hall with him.

"John, this is a bad idea!" The blonde protested, but the other boy had a firm grip on his wrist and there was no getting away.

"It's a great idea." John insisted, shoving the other boy into an empty classroom.

"We should really be in class." Bobby pointed out. "You know how Storm gets when--"

"Good GOD, do you ever let loose and shut up, Drake?" Without waiting for a response, John shoved Bobby against the wall and closed his lips over the other's.

With that simple action, Bobby's knees grew weak and all of his protests escaped him as he melted into the kiss.

Resistance [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:27:29Z

Title: Resistance
Summary: The only thing I care about is you.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Resist
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG
Word Count: 108

[John]

One thing that's always intrigued me about you is your resistance. I'll never understand why you fight what you so cleary feel. It makes no sense. If it's what you want, why fight it? What are you scared of? Being hurt? Heartbreak? Don't worry. That won't happen. I'll do everything in my power to keep you happy. The last thing I want to do is hurt you. If something would make you happy, I'd do it without a second thought, even if it might hurt or even kill me. I don't really care abou tmyself or my safety or health. The only thing I care about is you.

Prisoner [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:27:01Z

Title: Prisoner
Summary: Another day gone, another day of being prisoner of my own mind.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Prison
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG
Word Count: 112

[John]

This school is like a prison, created to torture all it's inhabitants. Or at least that's how it feels to me. All the rules and everything...the whole thing just makes me feel really trapped. He's the only one in this place that manages to make me feel sane. to a certain extent. But on the other hand, everything involving him tends to make me a prisoner of my own thoughts and feelings. It's not like I can talk to him, tell him all these things that run through my head. Every day that passes, it just gets worse. Another day gone, another day of being prisoner of my own mind.

Perfect Little Hero [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:26:30Z

Title: Perfect Little Hero
Summary: He's a perfect little fucking hero. Well, let him be one. I don't want any part of it.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Hero
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG/PG-13 (language)
Word Count: 103

[John]

He's a fucking hero. He'd never admit it, but he is. He's all about fighting the good fight and doing everything for the greater good. I don't know how he does it. Why fight for the people who hate you? Why save the lives of those who wish to "cure" us, like we're all some sort of contagious disease? I'll never understand why he sides with the humans. But I guess it's just the same. He probably doesn't understand my choices and decisions either. He's a perfect little fucking hero. Well, let him be one. I don't want any part of it.

Pangs of Regret [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:24:36Z

Title: Pangs of Regret
Summary: I've never felt that way over anyone or anything. Until I met him.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Regret
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: G
Word Count: 106

[John]

If there's one thing I hate more than anything, it's feeling those razor sharp pangs of regret, deep in the pit of my stomach. And I've never felt that way over anyone or anything. Until I met him. He changed pretty much everything for me. It's crazy. But he can make me feel like shit with nothing more than a simple look. The tone in his voice can make me regret everything I've just said in an instant. But you know what I regret more than anything? The fact that I left without ever saying a damn thing to him about how I feel about him.

Just Friends [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:24:02Z

Title: Just Friends
Summary: When she s howed up, I was demoted to just a friend.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Friend
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG (language)
Word Count: 105

[John]

Ever since she showed up, everything's changed. She ruined everything. We used to be this dynamic duo that no one ever understood. Now somehow she's captured his attention so well that we've become some kind of trio. I'm a fucking third wheel. How the hell does that happen? She's the new bitch on the block, shouldn't she be the one watching from the sidelines with green eyes? I might be able to stand her if she had come into the picture differently, but as it stands I hate her. I was so close, but when she showed up, I was demoted to just a friend.

Fitting [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:23:00Z

Title: Fitting
Summary: Ice is cold. Unforgiving. Not like Bobby at all.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Ice
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: Pg
Word Count: 102

[John]

My power fits me really well. What could be more angry than Fire? It's not quite so fitting with Bobby, though. Ice is cold. Unforgiving. Not like Bobby at all. Bobby doesn't have an icy personality in the least, but I guess the powers don't really have to match the person. That's not really how it works. Not that anyone really knows how it works. I'm still trying to figure him out. I have a feeling Bobby and Ice will probably never really make sense. It just baffles me that someone so kind could have a power that's so harsh and unforgiving.

First Time [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:22:07Z

Title: First Time
Summary: Who would've thought you would be the one to initiate our first time?
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Sex
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG-13 (sexual content)
Word Count: 103

[John]

You've always been so incredibly shy, I'm sure you can understand why I was so surprised when you came to me so confidentally about this. There weren't even any words, which was another shock consider the fact that you almost always would rather talk things out first, take actions later. But this time, you skipped the talk and instead you just slid into my bed in the dead of night, pinning me down with my hands frozen in place, and kissed me with a force I never knew you had. Who would've thought you would be the one to initiate our First Time?

Differences [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:15:47Z

Title: Differences
Summary: Fire and Ice. Good and Evil. Devil and Angel. Differences make the world go round.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Different
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG
Word Count: 103

[John]

Bobby and I have always been different. Opposites. But we've always gotten along. As well as we could, at least, being so different. They say opposites attract and, well, I have to say I agree. Nothing has ever made more and less sense to me. Ever since we first met, something told me we were destined to be together. It will never be easy or really all that great. Fire and Ice can't work that way. But I've always known we'd find a way to make it work. Fire and Ice. Good and Evil. Devil and Angel. Difference make the world go 'round.

Addict [Drabble] (1/1)

2009-08-22T18:13:15Z

Title: Addict
Summary: You have truly made me into an addict.
Pairing: John/Bobby
Prompt: Addict
Theme Set: Omega Level
Verse: MovieVerse
Rating/Warnings: PG
Word Count: 110

[John]

I used to hate ice, hate the cold. But ever since I met you, I've somehow become addicted to it. Especially the opposing feeling it gives when we touch and our powers are activated. It's such an amazing sensation and I've become so used to it, I don't know what I'd do without it. You have truly made me into an addict. Fuck you, Drake. Fine and Ice aren't supposed to be like this. They aren't supposed to get along. Fire and ice are polar opposites. They are supposed to oppose each other and be in a constant power struggle against each other. Fuck you for making me an addict.

Numb [House]

2009-04-19T01:04:20Z

Title: Numb
Summary: Being a doctor makes you a very cold, distant sort of person if you plan on surviving the field.

There are lots of people in this hospital that are in comas. Some people, they're so sure that their loved ones will somehow make some kind of miraculous recovery and just...wake up one day. So they don't let us pull the plug and free up some much needed space around here. Instead, they allow their relative just stay in their sleeping state, supported by all of our special little machines while they come in to visit them day after day after day.

I can't imagine one of those people. Just sitting in a room with someone that used to be so close to you, having a conversation with them as if they aren't in a an unconscious, unresponsive state. It must drive them crazy. Hoping and praying that something will change. Then being crushed just a little bit every time they walk in to find everything exactly the same. It would drive me fucking bonkers.

But I guess all of these people have a faith. That's something I don't have. Especially not in medical situation. I know the truth about those particular situations. They're very black and white for me. Being a doctor makes you a very cold, distant sort of person. Or it will if you plan on surviving in the field. You have to put up a severely secure wall that emotions can't penetrate when you're a doctor or you'll just drive yourself insane with grief.

I'm not saying every doctor is as aloof as me or anything, by no means am I saying that I'm not one hundred percent original. Some of them fake it. Caring about what happens to each of their patients. But I don't even put up that kind of front because there's no point in it. I can't possibly care that much about so many people I don't even know. I'm just real with these people. I'm just me with my patients. If that seems cold and heartless, then that's just what it'll have to be.

I'm not saying I'm bullet proof or anything. I've gotten attached to patients before, back when I first started in the medical field. I beat myself up for months because I let someone else's mom, sister, daughter, wife...whoever...die. But I learned from that and now I just ignore everything for as long as possible. But I let myself feel the sadness or remorse or whatever when I can.

When I'm at home, by myself with my Vicodin and my bourbon. To deal with all the shit I have to deal with being a doctor, I make myself feel nothing. Just numb. It's nice. It doesn't sound like it would be, but trust me. Feeling numb is the best feeling in the world when you come home from a day full of sickness, cancer, and death.

12 Days of Christmas Challenge - Drabble # 5

2007-12-09T05:05:40Z

Title: Letting You Inside
Author: accentsarehot
Pairing: Bert/Gerard
Rating: G
Prompt Word: Close
POV: Bert
Disclaimer: I do not know or own anyone in My Chemical Romance or The Used. Summary: Being this close to someone…is terrifying.

I’ve never been this close to anyone before. I don’t know how to deal. I don’t know what to do with it. There have been times in the past that I thought I was in love, but I don’t think I really was. Not to say I didn’t feel love towards those people….it just wasn’t the same kind of love I feel now. It’s unexplainable how this feels. I’ve never felt like this before. And I don’t know if I can handle it. To be completely honest, being this close to someone and letting them in almost completely is terrifying.

12 Days of Christmas Challenge - Drabble # 4

2007-12-09T04:56:22Z

Title: Spiral
Author: accentsarehot
Pairing: Bert/Gerard
Rating: G
Prompt Word: Broken
POV: Gerard
Disclaimer: I do not know or own anyone in My Chemical Romance or The Used. Summary: Watching Bert in his downward spiral is the most terrifying thing I’ve ever seen.

I don’t know why I let myself do this. I can’t figure out a way to stop. I hate watching him destroy himself, but it’s not like I can leave him… I love him too much and leaving him would hurt both of us too much. It’s not worth the pain. I don’t know how much longer I can continue to watch him do this. It’s scary knowing where he is and that I might have caused it. Watching Bert in his downward spiral is the most terrifying thing I’ve ever seen. All I ever do any more is worry.